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Ms Boss 7/31:
Writing: "Experiments In Control of Body and Mind" This is a work of fiction, based on 25+ years experience as a bondage bottom in BDSM. Some activities are based on real scenes and actual play, some of it from taken from ideas I have come across, and others from the recesses of my imagination, all mixed into a fantasy adventure. I sat in the artistically decorated office in front of the desk of a beautiful but intense woman. The diplomas on the wall certified that she deserved the many letters after her name on the door, a trained psychologist, specializing in human sexuality as well as both behavioral and couples therapy. Next to me, with a desperate and determined look on her face sat my wife of many years. Me, I sat quietly, embarrassed and unsure, my defensiveness long worn away by several hours of recriminations and the exposure of my deepest secrets. Not long ago my wife had noticed my declining interest in vanilla sex and then discovered my online pursuit of finding gratification instead while viewing BDSM websites of ever growing extreme and bizarre fetishes. She had insisted on this visit to a counselor that came highly recommended by her friends. The Doctor turned to my wife and said, “So it is settled, you agree that the best way to help your husband deal with these fetish cravings and inattentiveness to your needs and save your marriage is for him to participate in my research project on behavioral modification. He will find the experience to be intense and if successful, life changing. He needs to report to my laboratory staff this afternoon to be prepared for the six-week program I will begin tomorrow. Read the rest here
I made several trips to California: 7/2-10 and 7/23-26 I visited DC Metro July 29th and 30th
Writing: "Ecstasy at the Complex" As I entered the Complex and moved from the blinding sunlight of the outside world to the tasteful candlelight of the Complex, the transition mirrored the major transformation that was I was undergoing. As I crossed the threshold to the Complex, I was no longer a person in the vanilla world, but rather I became the property of the Mistress in the realm of MIB domination. I was there to obey, to serve, and to submit to anything she desired. I ceased to exist as an independent male and was there only to please her as a female. It was a transition to a place of comfort where I would make no decisions and have no choices. I love to be under her control. I am hers and always will be hers. To help with the transition to being her gurl, I had arrived wearing tight women’s jegs, women’s shoes with a modest stack heel that could pass for either gender, and a black bra under my white shirt. To add excitement to my half-girl attire, I wore earrings and the collar given me by the Mistress. As I walked down the street to the Complex, I wanted to be on my way to being the submissive gurl she has trained me to be even before I opened the door. Read the rest here
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